Every October I look forward to Dan’s birthday and Halloween. This month is also my father’s birthday and each October 22nd I honor him for he passed on at the age of 42 of cancer. It also is the month of Breast Cancer Awareness Month, which has so much meaning to me for I was diagnosed with breast cancer 7 in a half years ago. Every where I look and even on TV, I am reminded of this for it is being posted all over the place. I am angry over the fact that there is not a lo